zima's

2011-05-26T23:32:00.003+08:00

i dont know what to feel now.

i dont know how to feel now.

im feelingless.

my mind is too occupied with tons and tons of things.

im having a heartache. it really really hurts, i swear.

i love him too much, i wouldnt wanna hurt him.

its not that i didnt try to change. i did, i tried, but i failed zillion of time.

throughout these years, it has always been the same issue when we argued.

i dont know where things go wrong.

i changed, maybe.

lately when we argued, i'd remain silent.

silence doesnt mean i dont love him anymore. silence doesnt mean i dont care further.

silence doesnt mean i dont wanna solve things, isnt it?

silence.... it just meant that i dont wanna make things more complicated, i dont wanna worsen the situation.

silence... to me, it just meant that i wanna cool the other party down, and slowly make him think of the happiness we used to have rather than those bitter moments we had.

in that silence, of course i do think of him every second, i do miss him, and most of all, i still DO love him.

i dont know now. whatever is best for him, will be best for me too.

maybe, we're not meant to be.

2011-05-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

well, hello im finally back~

it's been sucha long time since i last blogged.

anyway, due to some personal issues, i decided to deactivate my FB. & thats when i thought i'd start the habit of blogging again.

just a little update, im enjoying my life working at my current place.

i've been working under Yongnam Engineering for 8 months now, however im only near to 3 months old in the HR Dept.

(im going to be a confirmed staff soon! wuhooo~)

my current jobscope is a little bit tedious with lots and lots of paperwork; Annual Leave forms, Training Request Forms, MCs, etc etc.

thus, im thankful to have great colleagues around me.

on the other note, my life.....

my life?

it hasnt been good these days. it is more to the DOWN side than UP. im tensed.

due to my busy schedule at work, i spent lesser time with <3.

also, the lack of communcation among us, which always led us to arguements.

we tried, but he tried even harder to make things better & to understand one another, yet we failed.

the same arguements kept repeating, even now.

i just dont know what to do anymore except for ignoring one another.

therefore, i deactivated my FB & switch off my phone. dont get me wrong. i dont have the intention to avoid the situation. its just that my mind is already too occupied with work & some other issues.

that way, i wouldnt have worsened the situation.

maybe, thats the best way for both of us to cool down?

okey, i'll be here blogging again anytime soon.

2010-10-02T00:53:00.002+08:00

helllooo welloooo~

i'm no longer working in JP, like finally*

my last day was a disappointment, which of course i wont elaborate here.

thanks to siti2 & nita for encouraging & supporting me.

its been a week since my first day of work in Yongnam.

i'm blissful enough cos all my colleagues are friendly & nice people.

fyi, i've got ZERO knowledge in Accounts.

however, my partner has been v v patient in guiding me throughout.

hopefully, everything goes on smoothly for me.

;)

i guess, thats about it.

i'm turning in soon.

good night!

2010-09-12T11:21:00.012+08:00

first of all,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, EVERYONE~

this year's raya was awesome though i didnt receive anymore green packets.

it saddens me most that i had to work on the first day of raya.

however, i still walked out of the house with the WIDEST smile on my face cos both my sisters are back to normal! heeee~

went for visitings with my whole family yesterday.

drove 2 cars; 2nd sis drove one of the cars while i drove the other.

i nearly hit the front car when we were at the expressway. i swear, i was super shocked.

i'm a kiasu, impatient driver.

i just couldnt stand it when the front car drives so slowwlyyy or when there's a traffic jam.

can you imagine, i was only driving at 60km/h at the expressway yesterday. pathetic aint it?

grrr.

& yeah, i was nagged by mum, dad and sis.

okey wait, i think im done with this post.

*in no mood out of a sudden.

;)

2010-08-25T12:12:00.002+08:00

so, yesterday was the day i submitted my resignation letter, 24 Aug.

it happened in a split second, and it saddens me the most.

talked to my HR about it and she gave me pieces of advice.

my marketing manager, HR manager and marcomm assistant congratulate me on getting a new job.

while i was talking to my HR manager, my marcomm manager came to me and said,

"zima.. you didnt tell me! why didnt you tell me? i have lots of vacancies for you up here. if only you tell me earlier.."

my last day of work will be on the 23rd of September.

i swear i'll miss my colleagues, especially kak eda, nita and siti 2..

they are the ones who have been there for me, encouraging me, asking me to endure til bonus.

i'll be starting my new job as an accounts assistant at tuas on 24th September.

i know this is what i wanted all these while.

i just have to convince myself not to be sad.

i've been wanting to advance my career in an office line.

i hope, really hope, the new job suits me well.

wish me luck, people.

;)

2010-08-11T12:07:00.001+08:00

My Blog Is Dead. *BANG*

first of all,
HAPPY FASTING, people~

so, i'm pleased to say that today, marks the FOUR years of our love life. <3
how time flies.
baby, thank you so much for showering me with lots and lots of love. thank you so much for being there for me whenever i needed you the most. thank you for all the things you've sacrificed for me. thank you for pampering me so much. just, THANK YOU for everything, love.

i still remember those days when we were in secondary school. it all started with, "homework nari ape ah?". hehe.
we then got closer and closer that we tend to fall for each other without realising it.
you said, you wanted me to be yours only after N Levels.
but what shocked me was, you asked me to be your girlfriend on 10th August 2006, way before N Levels started.
& yeah, i accepted only on the 11th August. ;)

baby, we've gone through lots of ups and downs together.
i love you so much now.
i'll wait. i'll wait for the day til i'm yours officially.
5 more years to go.... <3
thank you for your sweetest message yesterday.
"Even if its 4 years of being together.. i still fee the same way when i fell in love with you for the very first time.."
I LOVE YOU!

2010-06-27T01:40:00.002+08:00

to leave or not to leave?

ive yet to make a decision.

im tired of working as a gso.

im tired of the customers who gave harsh comments.

it hurts badly. it feels like i was shot directly in e heart.

im tired of working with e political people around me;

self-centered.

most and foremost, customer service assistant is NOT my interest of career.

my main interest is to work in an office job, with fixed timing.

love has been asking me to quit my job first, then to look for a new job.

i thought so too, but im REALLY afraid if i were to be jobless for a long time.

if im jobless:

- whos gonna pay up for my bill?

- whos gonna provide me with my weekly/monthly allowances?

- Hari Raya is coming, so, how am i supposed to give green pocket money to my parents?

so tell me, should i endure til e end of my contract (which falls on 3rd Jan 11) or should i leave now?

this is critical, and i swear im in deeep dilemma.

2010-05-28T23:24:00.003+08:00

those pictures above were taken at 1plus am in the morning.

all of us (from Jurong Point Realty Ltd) were called to come back to jp for our scdf excercise.

we were given 45 mins to come back & attendance is compulsary.

though all of us were exhausted, we really had fun gathering together as one.

hee.

on an entirely different note,

it has been 5 days since the last time love & i talked to each other.

we never had an arguement this bad.

sigh.

i hope, everything's going to be alright soon.

:'(

2010-05-26T01:33:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry baby, i am, really.

i lost your trust for me completely today.

that was harsh, but i deserve it.

i couldnt talk to anyone about it.

thanks to blogger, i could atleast let out my feelings.

i hurt too when you're hurt.

it took me nearly four years to gain trust from you yet it took me only seconds to lose it.

ive done numerous mistakes to you, you dont deserve it.

i cant be perfect, i cant be the girl of your dream.

i couldnt apologise via sms or calls anymore cos i know it will only make you feel more upset.

i know, sorry seems too easy and its not the right choice of word currently,

but i mean it.

all i know, is that i love you.

& in my heart, it beats for your name.

i wont know if these arguements will lead us to go separate ways.

but whatever your decision is, i'll respect and accept it.

lastly, i love you.

2010-05-24T01:48:00.018+08:00

Hello, everyone!

i'm sorry i havent been blogging since 123456789 days.

i was too busy that i wasnt given any opportunity to update.

finally yesterday was my one and only sunday off for the month!

initially, tep, ikahh & love planned for picnic cum kite flying.

however, due to the dreadfully hot weather, we changed our plan.

all of us gathered at my place first, then headed down to farmart for fish spa.

the price was as much as twice cheaper than kenko.

ikahh was the funniest among all with her typical question,

"aku mati tak?"

she kept grabbing either mine or tep's hand when the fishes bit her legs.

lol.

since e four of us have been craving for durians, we ordered our durian moose and durian puffs from durian mpire @ jp..

e durian moose was superbly awesome!

i ♥ it!

after which, we decided to have our dinner at makan shiok then off we went to marina barrage.

upon reaching, we sat down with all the snacks around us and had our chit-chatting session.

we were planning for Universal Studio on 4th Feb!

please please, make it happen!

ive been dying to go~! heee!

let's! :)

okey, i'm super super super exhausted already.

pardon me for the short post.

i'll just let the pictures above to the talking, alright?

good~~night~~!

oh wait, lastly, i'm gonna list down my current cravings:

- chocolate cream from LJS!

- medium peach additional fruities from Yami Yoghurt!

- chocolate waffle from Prima Deli!

- prata sausage from Gio Gio!

- cheese fries from KFC!

:DDDDDD

2010-05-07T23:27:00.025+08:00

went out with bby, ikahh & tep for two conservative days.

on e first day-out, we watched Iron Man 2 at Cathay.

movie rating: 8/10.

after movie, we rushed back to tep's place cos he has to send back his car.

then, all of us cabbed over to my place to take my family's car.

had our super late dinner at Changi Airport's Popeyes,

& home sweet home.

e next day-out was supposed to be with khai, farid and e rest.

however, khai and farid had their own plans.

so its only the four of us, yet again.

since none of us tried Wendy's before, we decided to have our lunch at Wendy's.

it was just an OK la..

i still prefer KFC & Mac Donalds. :)

after lunch, tep drove us to East Coast Park for kite flying!

we rented bicycles as well.

kite flying was awesome, really.

all of us were SOTONG when it comes to fixing the kite at first.

nevertheless, we managed to fix it.

our next destination was to Jurong Hill to chill and relax.

had our chit-chatting session, then home sweet home!

tep has been driving us for those two days!

macam racer siaa.

well done larrh! heee.

i really had so much fun for those two days!

:DD

okey, im done blogging.

goodnight.

2010-05-04T10:37:00.015+08:00

below are the outdated pics :)

im sorry i havent been blogging quite often.
i was too busy with work.
work has been tremendous so far.
i had an intention to look for a new job; in an office line.
but i somehow love my current job, not because of the jobscope but because of my colleagues.
they have been my kaki gereks all these while.
im thankful to have great colleagues.
and when i say colleagues, im referring to each and everyone of them. :D
i'm still considering whether to keep on looking for a new job or to stay on for a year then leave and find a new job.
:/

work load has been TRUCKLOADS these days.
Oasis has been too busy with the new batch of top spender customers while JP1 & JP2 counter has been too busy with all the callings and collection for SHIOK! cards.
we will get over it soon, i hope.
:)

i'm so looking forward to tomorrow!
will be meeting bby, ikahh and tep for IRON MAN2!
it feels like ages since the last time i went for a movie.
PLUS, i miss bby so much!

okey, will update again soonest, i promise
goodbye,♥.

2010-04-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

as day passes by, i just tend to realise that i'm getting older now.

a lot has been asking me about my future with beloved boyfriend.

one of the common questions asked,

"you both has been together for so long! made any plannings for an engagement or marriage yet?"

i'm sick and tired of answering the same Qs over and over again.

like come on, we're only 20!

& there's a lot more to think and do.

bf is still studying while i myself, am still struggling to learn on how to earn a living for my own.

yes, both bf and i has already made our plannings on our engagement and marriage, BUT, it wouldnt be any sooner.

we're only getting engaged when we've already turned 24 (insyaallah).

marriage IS a BIG ISSUE.

without job stability, how are we supposed earn a living for ourselves, right?

THIS, is something which i have to consider much for the future.

i'm totally not ready to even talk about marriage now.

i'm gonna make sure both bf and i has everything in hand BEFORE our marriage.

savings and stable job, for instance.

being a grown up is not an easy task at all.

i still remember, during the old days, all we ever thought and talked about last time was,

"when's our next date?", "where should we go?", etc etc, WITHOUT having any serious talks or rather, FUTURE talks.

now that we're getting more and more older, it's already time to slowly think for the future.

it's not easy at all.

tsk.

enough said.

i dont know how to put all my thoughts into words now.

hee.

2010-04-05T20:42:00.003+08:00

wuhhooo~

i'm sexcited now!

i've already been confirmed at JP!

yaaaaa-beeee-daaaaa-beeeee-dooooooo!

TEEHEE.

my manager talked to me earlier.

he showed me my rankings for work and complimented that my rankings are all high.

he told me that it would be perfect ONLY IF i were to improve on my lateness.

happy gile baybehh!

& ohh, i'm currently working at Oasis Lounge.

i'd say the workloads are MUCH MORE than the ones at the counter.

still, i prefer being in oasis lounge more than the counters cos the workloads given make time passes by SUPER FAST.

;)

&& i super love this job cos my colleagues are all SUPER GEREKS.

they make my day each and every single day.

heee!

i'm done blogging now.

goodbye.

2010-04-02T18:00:00.003+08:00

i may be busy with my work.

i may not have time to go out with you.

i may be too busy with all the things that has been happening all around me.

but deep down, you should know how much i love you; how much i really care for you.

patience and understanding is all that i'm asking for.

please baby, give me some time to sort all the things right.

i'm not standing in the right stand.

i can't be myself with all the things that has been happening now.

i'm tired of pretending that everything's alright.

i am, really.

god, please give me some strength.

please tell me everything's gonna be alright.

sigh.

on a totally different note, kak yati has already gone back to her village safely.

i miss her, i swear.

i've got no one to talk to now.

:'(

2010-03-31T18:25:00.001+08:00

wuhoo~

THIS BABYLOVE IS MINE NOW!

:DDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-26T11:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO! i'm finally back! lol.

anyway, the picture above was outdated picture.

i'm sorry i havent been blogging for i-dont-know-how-long already.

i've been very very busy with work lately, along with all the other problems faced.

thank god, i'm feeling much much better now.

my relationship with bf hasnt been good though.

we argued for a long time but finally arrived at a compromise.

of course, i ♥ him much!

it saddens me when the maid who has been living with us for four years has to leave soon.

she doesnt know that we're sending her back.

i dont know how her reactions would be, but all i know is that, i wouldnt wanna be there when mum tells her that she has to leave.

sigh.

oh, by the way, after much of a consideration and advises from tep and ikahh,

i decided to change my phone to BLACKBERRY!

i'll be changing my number next month.

so, BLACKBERRY BOLD 9700, here i comee~!

:DDDDD

okey, im done now.

sorry for the short update.

take care darlings!

ps: i somehow miss my babygirls. :(

2010-02-15T12:37:00.023+08:00

this babygirl of mine keep on bugging me and leh to let her drive. hehehe!

oh, dayah's browines!! SCRUMPTIOUS, i tell you.

& she baked it specially for us!

LOL, you guys should know what we called him when he wore that. tsk

& we played "POLICE & MURDERER". v v funyyyy!

first dare: "diri kat pasir panas tu for 10 secs."

2nd dare: "panjat pokok tu! diri kat tengah2"

3rd dare: "kneel down and say 'i love you'"

4th dare: kamal has to kneel down to say "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY" to dayah.

5th dare: likewise to tep & ikah.

& then we played "MONKEY" and "CAPTAINS BALL"

all of us. as usual, the rest couldnt make it as they've got some other plans.

& we decided to have shower over at changi's toilet since east coast's toilet was full!

malat kan dorg? dgan tk pkai baju masok kreta. tsk.

& the toilet was V V CLEAN! there's even sauna in it.

how sweet of ikah to blow dry my pants for me.. :DDDDD

dayah tooo blow dry my pants for me. awww~ im so touched!

CAR NO. 1

CAR NO. 2

& our last destination was to CHANGI AIRPORT for POPEYE'S!

so....... that was how we celebrated valentines day yesterday! heee. it was awesome, i tell you! we met each other over at my place at 10am. everyone was ON TIME (for the first time ever)! sally drove his dad's car while i drove my family car. we picked fadil and kamal first at jw, followed by ikahh at lakeside then dayah at simei.

initially, we decided to have our picnic at Changi Park. however, we changed our mind and went to east coast park instead. upon reaching east coast park, all of us got ourselves changed. we played "21" and "POLICE AND MURDERER" with yayang's card. then, we played true or dare. & oh, sally brought nasi goreng, dayah baked brownies while i brought hotdogs. dayah baked her brownies upon requested by me. her brownies was SCRUMPTIOUS, reallyyyy!

anyway, all of us played beach ball! we also played "CAPTAINS BALL" and "MONKEY" in the sea.. we gathered around and continued our chit-chatting session for sometime then decided to have our shower at NSRCC. the toilet was REALLY AWESOME! there's sauna in it. too bad, we were running out of time. dayah and ikahh, being the most loving babygirls, dry clean my denim for me. oh by the way, i didnt ask them to okey. they're the ones who wanted to dry clean for me..sweet arent they? i love you girls much la! heeeeee!

so, from NSRCC, we proceeded to CHANGI AIRPORT and had our late dinner at POPEYE'S! after dinner, which was around 11.30pm, we headed back home! sent dayah back first, followed by ikahh, then kamal and fadil.. :)

i enjoyed yesterday the most! i believe, all of us had a great time together! our bonding towards each other started to grow! we were simply open minded. oh, especially tep and fadil. tsk. looking forward to another outing sooonnnn~ they're planning for a chalet at NSRCC next. YAYYY! :DDD

2010-02-11T00:17:00.003+08:00

oh, i wasnt crying. my eyes just hurt earlier on.

i finally had a chance to go for a date with yayang just now!

since it was my off day today, we decided to catch Tooth Fairy at JP.

movie rating: 9/10.

it was hillarious, really!

after movie, both of us had Prata for dinner. we didnt eat something heavy cos mum has already prepared chicken rice for us back at home. i just realised how much i miss yayang when we met earlier. there's so much for us to update each other about. we reallyyyy realllyyyy talked a lot. oh wait, i was the only one who kept talking & talking, while yayang, being a great listener, kept nodding, giving me some words of encouragement, advising me, etc. but of course, he did share some stuffs as well. heee!

after we had our dinner over at my place, we went down to play swiinggg and continued our chit-chatting session. oh, so childish. i know alright. but who cares. ;) yayang was really afraid when i swing up high. he would say, "b! b! da da da.. tkmo swing tinggi2 laa! wan takot tauu! nnt b jatuh terantok bawah la b! stoooooppppp b........" hehe. oh, he's simply cute plus charming plus plus.... everything else!

♥i love you laaaa yayanggg!♥

ohhhhhhh! on a totally different note, i'm reallllyyyyyy looking forward to 13 OR 14 feb. will be meetinggg kecohness peeps on either one of those two days! YAYNESS! i'm especially excited cos i'll get to meet my ♥BABYGIRLS♥! you guys totally have no idea how much i miss those two lovelies of mine! tsk.

i'm done now.

goodnight!

♥♥♥ps: he's the love of my life; my heart's true desire!♥♥♥

2010-02-09T20:14:00.004+08:00

oh, dayah says i look more mature than my sis.
how bad can dayah be? tsk. :(

woah, i feel so much relieved now that i've already requested that particularly ONE thing from my HR Manager. i was trembling while talking to my HR earlier. to be frank, i actually requested to be given an opportunity to transfer from a guest service officer to marketing communications assistant in the office. since i've already met the requirements, i'd really wish to further my career in an office line. i know it's some kind of 50/50 thingy cos from what i've heard, the management wouldnt hire anyone from internal. however, there isnt any harm trying, right? heee. my HR is a nice person though! all these while, she's the only one in the office who has been approaching me to ask if everything's fine. :)

at the same time, i'm looking forward to the response from IBP as an admin assistant. just pray hard for me that IBP will call me soon to arrange for an interview, pretty please? :( i may seem so desparate these few days, no? i know, i know. but what do you expect right? i'm really tired of my job. it's not that i'm really T-I-R-E-D, you see. it's just isnt right. i'm going to be a loner at work soon. my colleagues will be leaving me in i-dont-know-how-many-days-time. PLUS, i'm sick of entertaining customers. look, i've been working under customer service line for like 3 years now and i need a change! i need a serious job, please. i need to further my career prospect. sometimes, you just have to think of the future, am i wrong? PLUS PLUS, this job i'm working for is currently a shift job. i have to work on weekends, PH, etc. PLUS PLUS PLUS, this job is too time-consuming. i barely had time even for myself. tsk. okey wait, maybe i should stop complaining right? whatever it is, im thankful for getting this current job of mine. :)

now i know the reason why parents and siblings always nagged and say,
"kau belom keje lagi. kau kalau da keje, kau rase mcm kau nk skola je. skola lagi best."
i understand and i totally agree now!
i just wish i got my own savings so that i could further my studies instead. tsk
okey, i shall stop here.

goodbye.

2010-02-09T01:33:00.002+08:00

time checked: 01.37am.
I'm having insomnia currently.
There are tons of things in my mind now.
I'm particularly anxious for tmr.
I'll be meeting my HR Manager tmr due to ONE reason(which, of course only the closest ones know why).
I'm pretty much nervous and curious, yet, i still wanna know her response to what i'm going to request for. Hopefully, everything turns out well, though i know it's somekind of 50/50 thingy. There isnt any harm trying, right? Tsk. I just realised how desparate i am these few days. I just have to be! I couldnt stand it any longer. Sigh.
Hopefully i'll get what i'm requesting for tmr.
:(

2010-02-07T10:44:00.002+08:00

i'm physically & emotionally lethargic.

everyone's leaving.

i don't feel the urge to further my career in this place anymore.

after all those rumours that has been passed on to me.

sigh.

"what if.." has been playing on my mind eversince.

i just don't know what to do anymore.

if i were to quit this job, i'd be jobless.

& what would my family think of me, right?

fyi. they are the workaholic ones.

i'm really looking forward for an office hour job.

ps: mr ben, please call me soon with a v v good news.

tsk.

2010-01-31T00:44:00.002+08:00

work has been really hectic with the ongoing promotions and stuffs these few days. but apart from all those ongoing promotions, everything has gone v smoothly with great colleagues around. i've started to adapt well with all my other colleagues, really! they are super fun people! all of us could just cooperate with each other pretty well! i simply ♥♥♥ them! i didnt realise that i've been working there for a month already! working with them just made my day! we could just chat & chat til the end of our working hours.

however, 5 of them are leaving me real soon. i swear, i'm going to miss them much especially christine (the one who never fails to give me encouragement and words of advice), wani (my laughing gas; always making me laugh with her lameness jokes) & faiza (my korea partner! she loves korea too much! we were always talking about korea songs, boy bands, shows, etc.) how i wish they wouldnt leave. :(

on an entirely different note, i miss my babygirls much! havent been catching up with them lately. i swear, i miss them a billion time! i'm really really sorry yayangkus for not picking up your calls or reply to any of your msn messages. we have to meet up soon, promise? CNY please! update me about the plans and stuffs okey? & dayah sayang, you better be there! or........ i'll kill you~ :P

2010-01-28T11:50:00.006+08:00

yesterday was my off day, like finally! as planned, yayang & myself went to east coast park. on my way to yayang's place, i got lost. i was supposed to exit at turf club but i exit at woodlands ave 3 instead. yayang got real mad when i called and told him that i was lost.

he nagged,
"da brape kali gi rumah wan pun maseh boleh sesat haizzz."

we continued to argue when yayang finally said,

"da da. b skg masok kat mane2 nye block nearby then b park, b tggu wan kat situ. wan naik cab jmpe b kat sane je! dgar ckp wan. stop kat block 405 tu dulu, tggu wan!"

tsk.

so, yeah. yayang finally arrived and we headed straight to east coast park. on our way to east coast, we got lost yet again & again.

we were directed by dayah that we should go by BKE(PIE) but both yayang and myself insisted on going by CTE TPE. on our forth lost, we ended up going to Changi Village. i was really really mad that yayang decided that we should stop by changi village to have our super late lunch first. fyi, the time was 5.45pm back then. anyway, i had Nasi Pattaya while yayang had Mee Hong Kong for lunch. the food at changi village was scrumptious, really! heee!

after our lunch, yayang took the street directory and directed me to east coast park. so, FINALLY, we reached east coast park! i was oh-so happy siaaa! 2 1/2 of long drive, what do you expect right? heee! rented two bicycles and cycled from one end to another end of east coast park. i had so much fun, really! heee!

& then, HOME SWEET HOME. (:

oh, on a totally different note,

i love my charming prince v v much!

& now, i miss him already.

tsk. :(

2010-01-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

yayang practised his "waveboarding".

he got really fed up with himself and finally played soccer with the two dans.

hello earthlings! i'm really really sorry for not updating this little space of mine here. i've been V V V V busy with work lately cos there's kind of cny promotion going on now. customers tend to be so sickening nowadays and it makes me go insane! really, i can be! grrr*

basically, i had my off day yesterday. yayang accompanied me to bugis to take my family car from 1st sis's office. i then drove yayang back to his place since we hadnt had any plans. yayang brought all the new dvds over to my place. upon reaching my place, both of us had movie marathon, PLUS, we played some board games. (:

my next off falls on wed. both of us planned to go for cycling! && hopefully the plan goes on smoothly cos i've already missed yayang now.

how? tsk.

oh oh, kecohness peeps, please plan for an outing for cny asap okey?

heeeeee!

ps, i miss my babygirls so v v v much! :(

2010-01-16T09:55:00.006+08:00

first of all, thank you so much dayah sayang for helping me with the updates for the previous post. you're much much much much appreciated! SAYAAAANNGGGG MANY-MANY!

*bagoskan dapat kawan tersayaaang mcm ni?*

heeee!

yayang fetched me after work yesterday & he was on-the-dot! *good right?*

headed to marina square for shopping!

after shopping, we decided to have our lateeee dinner at Popeye's since we havent been there for i-dont-know-how-long already. HEE!

we were walking around spore flyer when i suddenly stopped infront of Kenko and bugged yayang for FISH SPA!

& yeahhhh, i swear i was EXTREMELYYYYYYYYYYY TREMENDOUSLYYYYYYY AFRAID of the fishes!

it's like oh-so *YUCCCKSSSS~* laaa!

aku geli gile!

baru letak kaki siket je, ikan sume berebuttt. EEEE!

yayang got reallyyyy mad at me & eventually, i managed to put my legs in the water.

HEHE!

okey, im done now.

goodnight.

JOYRIDE.

2010-01-14T23:58:00.005+08:00

// PICTURES ADDED.

Hello, All.
This is BERRY updating on behalf of Zima as she is too ~~lazy~~ busy to update this space on her own.

It was
Pioneer,
MDIS Unicampus to collect Zima's diploma cert.,
Queensway Firestation to fetch Khai,
ITE Clementi to fetch Sally,
Kallang Leisure Park for bowling,
ECP for our Truth or Dare round.

Zima and Salleh were the two drivers.
Hahaha! Gotta say it was a fun fun day even though those questions asked during the round was a tad too controverSIAL. Hahah!

More outing okay! I love you happy shiny people!

PS: I have no idea why those pictures are all topsy turvy.
IVE ALREADY ROTATE THEM OKAY. NOT MY FAULT THAT BLOGGER/PHOTOBUCKET IS CRAZY.

Alright, Goodnight, All!

2010-01-11T14:56:00.003+08:00

first of all,

HAPPY 40TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, YAYANG!~

i just woke up from my sleep when a florist came knocking on my door.

she asked, "is there anyone by the name of noor aziemah here?"

she then handed me a bouquet of roses and a card stated, "SPECIALLY FOR YOU".

i was oh-so shocked upon receiving the bouquet of flower.

i picked up my cordless phone and dialled yayang's no.

i was speechless when he picked up his phone.

i kept laughing all the wayyy siaaa!

heee!

however, i managed to thank him, still.

thank you so much yayang!

i love you, i love you, i love you so!

*HUGS*

on an entirely different note,

i'm looking forward to tomorrow!

gonna drive yayang, dayah & tep to kallang!

YAYY~

be prepared to get lost eh korgs.

:PPPPPPp

BYE.

2010-01-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

we were just sitting side-by-side but this boyfriend of mine here still insisted on playing bowling on msn together. tsk.

today was the second day of work.

it was great so far.

yayang fetched me from work and we walked around JP.

& now, i prefer to work in the morning.

time flies by super super fasssssst!

bought Charles & Keith's purse since it was 1st sis's birthday today.

then headed home straight.

upon reaching home, yayang insisted on playing bowling on msn.

so yayang logged on to my lappy while i logged on to my netbook.

as usual, he won the games.

i'm always a loser when it comes to challenging any games on msn with yayang!

hmpf!

drove yayang back home at around 11.30pm.

i swear i was oh-so nervous!

i'm afraid of the EXPRESSWAY laaaa!

furthermore, it was my FIRST time driving my very very own family car.

as you know, my family car was sent to the workshop for several weeks due to the recent accident we had.

& the car was only ready this afternoon.

so yeah! it was okey!

definitely better than bbdc's car, i shall say.

heee!

& ohh, yayang was oh-so sweet!

he stated this on his msn pm,

"My GF just drove me home!how sweet!hehe"

my oh my, you're simply the sweetesssst boyfriend ever, love!

I LOVE YOU MORE EACH DAY!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-01-03T17:16:00.005+08:00

my 2nd sis called earlier.
& here's our conversation -
sis: ma, kau da mandi?
me: belom. asl?
sis: oh, okey. tk kisah la kau da mandi ke belom ke, but in half and hour time kau turun bawah.
me: okey. asl?
sis: aku nk kau drive.
me: huh?? taknakk ah! belom ready.
sis: kepale hotak kau belom ready. tkde tkde, turun!

so, yeah.
today was the first time i drive since the day i passed my tp.
i was oh-so nervous siaaa!
of course la, usually instructors would be around to guide us.
NOW? no more instructor.
it's like "driving at your own risk".
LOL.

my driving was okey.
my sis only mentioned that i love to stop last minute.
drove to Sintex factory then to Boon Lay Shopping Centre.
heeee! & oh, i drove sean's car earlier.
unlike bbdc's car, his car was oh-so smooth sia.
&& he taught me how to do parking!
kental right? i know.
but come on, i only learnt parking with POLES.
:DDD

oh, on a totally different note,

i still cant believe that it's already 2010 now;

a BRAND NEW YEAR.

& yayyness~

tmr will be the start of my newest job!

thank god, they offer me good pay.

furthermore, it's really NEAR to my house.

(:
okey, goodbye now.

2010-01-01T10:56:00.009+08:00

first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
thanks to those who wished me!
(:

went for sheeshaa with the kecohness peeps yesterday.
semua janji melayu lor.
we were supposed to meet at 3pm but everyone was late.
dayah & hidir arrived first; 3 plus 4pm.
followed by love & myself.
waited for khai, suhaili & gf and abg an at raffles city banquet.
they arrived about an hour later which was around 5plus.
last to arrive was ikahh & tep.
they were oh-so late la.
they arrived at 7.45pm.

oh, i think yesterday's gonna be the last time for me to sheeshaa.
i regretted much.
i fell so sick out of a sudden and i actually vomitted out a lot.
my stomach still feel upset now.
fyi, i'm afraid of vomitting & i hate it much!
thanks dayah sayang for helping me out yesterday!
:D

lastly, i love you so much love!
*you know i know yeahh.*
sigh.

personal blog next.

2009-12-25T09:52:00.003+08:00

oh, i fell in love with this photo!

(:
birthday is coming and i've yet to have any wishlists.
unlike last year, or rather this year, i don't feel the urge to celebrate my birthday.
there isnt any sense of excitement at all.

firstly, i'm truly truly blessed for having beloved boyfriend by my side.
he's the most special gift i've ever had!
despite all those arguements we've been through, he's been the most caring, understanding and loving boyfriend!

secondly, i'm thankful to have dayah & ikah as my babygirls!
they have been there for me through thick & thin.
we can simply talk to each other about anything & everything.
they can be my laughing gas, punching bag, & a whole lot more!
they're worth a million people!

thirdly, i've already got my diploma with me now.
& i swear, im proud of it (though, its just a diploma).
i thought i couldnt make it for my final exam and that everything would go to waste.
but no, i did it!
& i'm now stress free!

forth, i already have my driving license with me.
i dont mean to brag,
but i just feel so so much relieved now as i'm totally free from the driving centre!
i'm off the burden!

lastly, i've already received a new netbook from my family as an advance birthday present.
also, at the same time, i've already got myself my new desire, Nokia E71.

so tell me, what more could i ask for right?
i'm totally pleased for what i have now.
syukur alhamdulillah.
(:

2009-12-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

yayang had his tp test just now.

& HE PASSED!

coincidently, his points were the same as mine; 18 points.

&& his tp was the tp who passed me last fri..

such a coincidence!

heeeeee.

ikah''s turn next!

:DDDDD

2009-12-19T03:01:00.019+08:00

first & foremost............

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IKAHH SAYAANNNGGG~!

so, as you can see,

i passed my tp test!

alhamdulillah!

i swear, i was oh-so nervous!

i thought i couldnt make it.

i shed tears of joy upon receiving my result slip.

as time passed by earlier,

i thought,

this tp test i took has got plenty of 'hikmah' behind it.

firstly,

my 2nd sis once joked,

"tkpe la ma.. aku pass tp 1 kali, kak long 2 kali, mama pass 4 kali.. kau 3 kali laa."

and yes, it really happened. i passed on my third attempt.

secondly,

my dreams would always turn out to be the opposite way.

before i had my 2nd tp test, i dreamt that i passed with 10 points.

and yeah i ended up failing my 2nd tp test.

& then, just a few days ago, i dreamt that i failed my third tp test with 44 points.

and then here.... i passed!

lastly,

when i went out with yayang & his friends on wednesday, sally said,

"bile da klua dari bbdc, kalau tp suro kau turn left, luck kau mesti bagos nye. klau turn right, ade susah2 siket. depend ah.."

&& yeah, my luck! e tp instructed me to turn left.

heeee.

thanks for those who wished me luck for my tp!

also,thank you mak ngah & family, 2nd sis, yayang & ikah for coming down to support me!

((:

after tp, yayang, ikahh & myself went separate ways.
we went home straight and got ourselves ready for ikah sayang's birthday celebration!

:DDDDD

oh, i didnt know dayah snapped this. lol

& ikah said, "oh, kau bawak makanan kucing pastu lupe nk bawak present aku!"

lollllll.

sorry laa saayaaang. makanan kucing tu memang ade kat bag aku slalu.

heeeee!

ARNOLD'S! super delicious la~!

"adik kakak". loll!

i dont know why, but i love this picture!

candid gitu loh ni kakak adik.

haha.

tep says,

"sape2 nk amek gambar ngan aku, cpat2.. amek je, tk kisah. nari birthday aku."

lolll! macam paham!

November, Decemer & January babies!

met the rest at paya lebar control station.

had our dinner at Arnold's then proceeded for karaoke session!

they were oh-so JIWS laaa, like ohmg!

the karaoke session was a whole lot of fun, really!

we had so much fun laughing, criticising, etc.

there's nothing much for me to elaborate.

i'll let the pictures do the talking alright?

& ohhhh,

to my dearest birthday girl,

i hope you had so much fun on your birthday!

remember, we all love you!

:DDDD

2009-12-14T02:17:00.004+08:00

met up with these two lovelies earlier.

they tagged me out so v v v v v last minute siaaa.

gatal right?

lol.

since i had no plans today, i decided to meet them up.

it's been a year plus or so since we last met.

iqa & kin met each other first at JE while i met them later at Vivo.

i was an hour late lor.

sorryy ehh. korg last minute gile seh.

heeeeee~!

we had our dinner at KFC then catch things up at Vivo's open area.

they changed a lot laa.

they used to talk a lot like ohmygod,

but it seems like i was the only one who talked like nobody's business just now.

gosshh~

&& they're much much prettier and sweeter now!

:DDD

hoping to catch things up yet again lovelies!

2009-12-13T13:47:00.002+08:00

I'M SUPER SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER HAPPY LIKE OHMYGOD~!

i just got my final exam results on friday!

&&&& I PASSED!

ohmyyyy!

i'll just have to wait for my diploma cert now!

wuhhhoooo~!!!

i thought i couldnt make it cos my final exam was kind of difficult.

but i did! i made it!

yayyyyyyyyyy!

only god knows how happy i am, alhamdulillah!

:DDDDDDD

& oh,

i went for soul'd out with 2nd sis yesterday!

it was awesomeeeeeeee, really!

i got to see Kim Joon (he's the one who acted as Woo Bin in Boys Over Flowers; one of the F4s) & his team member, T-MAX in realityyy!

& ohmygod, Kim Joon was oh so coooooool, oh so handsome~!

& then, there were also F.T ISLAND, BROWN EYE, MARIO, etc.

gosshhhhh!

i'm going crazyyyyy over them!

fyyi, LEE MIN HO will be coming to Singapore on 21st Dec just to meet his fans!

also, F.T ISLAND will be coming to Singapore yet again on Jan 2010!

weeeeeee~

i wanna goooooooo!

anyone wants to go with me? heeeee!

on a totally different note,

I MISSSSS MISSSS MISSSS MY YAYANGGGG~!

he's been away for 3 days already!

he went to KL for his soccer match.

& will be back tomorrowww!

YAAYYYYY!

i swear i miss giving him wake up calls, i miss talking on the phone in the middle of the night with him, i miss every single thing about him.

tsk.

oh, lastly,

i dreamt i failed my tp.

seesshh.

let's hope for the best.

insyaallah i'm able to do it this time round.

2009-12-11T00:09:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 40TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY, BABYLOVE!

The few hours spent with you are worth the thousand hours spent with you*

I LOVE YOU, YAYANG!

fyi: mum, 2nd sis, yayang & myself were met with a car accident.

we were still in the state of shockness.

Alhamdulillah, none of us injure ourselves.

tsk.

2009-12-07T02:07:00.014+08:00

THE DAY WE GOT SEXCITED!

:DDDDDDDDdddd

while waiting for the birthday girl to come!

fyi, she's late for the FIRST time.

&anyway, that's her birthday cake & present.

show off lor.

swensen ice cream cake eh.

lol.

&&& babygirls got the same hp!

wuhhoo~!

all different colours.

ikah's, mine, dayah's.

"DIRECTIONAL!" lol.

da dayah, tkmo actionnn!

met babygirls at Marina Square on saturday to celebrate dayah sayaang's belateeeeeeddd birthday!

ikah & i made a little surprise for her.

heeeee!

first stop after marina sq was Popeye at Singapore flyer!

since ikah darlaa had been craving for popeye, we decided to have our lunch there!

we were reallyyyy reallyyyy hungry i tell you.

as usual, e three of us ordered e 2 piece chicken set.

after popeye, we cab-ed down to arab street for our sheeshaaa-ing session!

just because we were lazy to walk to the bus stop, we decided to take cab!

yes, we were insane weren't we?

cab-ing on saturday, siaow!

lol.

it feels like ages since the last time we met each other.

i missed them, really!

we catch things up while sheeshaa-ing!

there were definitely LOADS of stuff to talk about that day;

exchanging stories, thoughts & most of all, we gosiped like there's no other!

i really had TONS of fun whenever i'm with them.

they're great friends, really!

i can just be myself whenever i'm with them.

i dont have to pretend.

i can just share with them about basically everything & anything.

they're the ones whom i can turn to & talk to easily!

&& i dont have to worry a single bit!

for instance, i dont have to go about worrying about how im gonna put all my thoughts into words just so they wont get offended. i dont have to worry about how they feel towards me or rather my attitude because both of them simply understand me!

i can be as crazy as i want & they would join me && we'll be as crazy as ever together!

they both simply pampers me a whooleeee LOT la!

& they're just indescribable, really!

i'm really really honoured to have them as my babygirls!

for i know, they'll always be there for me when i needed them the most!

thank you so much for being caring & understanding, babygirls!

i ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ you both the most!

oh, i cant wait for tmr!

will be meeting yayang for NEW MOOOOOONNNN like finally~!

wuhhhooooo!

my all time favourite!

goodbye now.

2009-12-06T17:40:00.002+08:00

RANDOM POST

oh NUR HIDAYAH~!

where are you??

online soon pretty please?

LOL.

OH, ive been wanting to highlight my hair to blonde since i-dont-know-when laa.

NUR ATIKAH, when are you going to the salon?

hurryyyy!

let's highlight our hair together-gether okey?

:PP

2009-12-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

this baby is mine now!
wuhhoo~
(:

2009-12-02T00:16:00.005+08:00

so basically, both of us didnt attend work yesterday.

you know i know eh ima.

lol.

it was v v funny indeed.

fyi, we have already reached the office on-the-dot at 9am okey.

upon reaching the office, we decided to play truent and went to clarke quay v v early that morning.

siaow kan..

we were lack of seriousness that morning.

heeee.

& todayyy.....

had dinner with mum & sisters at NTUC income.
2nd sis performed her belly dancing.

how cool is that?

i've never seen any of my sisters danced you see.

was kind of jakon also laaa.

didnt get to snap pictures of us with 2nd sis cos we were in a hurry to go back.

(:

on a totally different note,

my family bought me LG X130 netbook as my advance birthday present!

how lovely!

thank you so much mum, dad & sisters!

I LOVE YOU!

&&& as you can see from all the pictures above,

ive grown so much FATTER now!

i tend to eat a lot these days!

i can eat like 5 to 6 meals a day laaaaa!

gosh, how annoying.

i couldnt control siaaaa!

what the hell right?

im really growinggg like seriously a lot!

i weigh 43.5kg now!

MY OH MY~

help me control my diet pretty please????

sigh*

goodbye now.

2009-11-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

went for a date with yayang yesterday.

it feels heavenly great since we havent been seeing each other for two weeks.

yayang had sore eyes for those two weeks you see.

anyway, it was so unlike us to go out on saturdays.

hee.

yayang picked me up at my house then we went off to bugis village to rummage around for my work pants.

upon purchasing my work pants, we went straight to The Cathay to catch a movie.

watched A Christmas Carol.

movie rating: 6.5/10

(dont ask me why i rated 6.5 cos i dont know. lol)

after movie, we went to the nearest Coffee Bean to have my Tiramisu cake plus some drinks.

the Tiramisu cake was scrumptious!

i LOVE Tiramisu cakes!

*yummssss*

after much of a chit-chatting, we boarded 502 & bused home.

oh, I LOVE LOVE LOVE yayang!

he has already planned something for my birthday!

i'm so looking forward to it!

but then again,

i feel nothing for my upcoming 19th birthday.

not as excited as last year.

goodbye now.

ohhhh, gosh!

tmr workingggggg!

arghh.

think positive: MONEY=HAPPY.

2009-11-27T17:40:00.003+08:00

ima at her desk

ima stressing over her work. lol

(part ni aku maseh hooray hooray lagii :P)

my desk(:
hello earthlings!
i've been so v v busy these days that i forgot about my little space here.
i've gotten myself a job, like finally!
thanks to ima for recommending me this job.
& yeah, we both got the job together!
how greaatt~

okey, i shall update about my first day of work yesterday.
both ima & I have to be at the work place at 10am.
we were really on-the-dot.
upon reaching at e work place, no one was around except our two directors.
one of us has to be a receptionist while the other has to be an admin asst.
so yeah, i chose to be an admin asst.

we were given LOADS of tasks by the director!
& i swear, both of us were not sure of a single task given.
come on, it was our first day of work & there wasnt a single person who could assist us.
i repeat, not a single person lor!
we did all the tasks given ourselves.
the director would only say,
"i want you to do this this this. & i want it by ...(e time)"

while we were both doing the first task given by him,
he came to our desks & gave us another task to do & told us by what time he wants it to be done.
he did that continuously siaaa.
we worked under a whole lot of pressure yesterday.
furthermore, he asked me to type things out using a typewriter.
wth? classic siaaaa.
i wasted one whole stack of papers just to practice using the typewriter.
tak boleh salah satu word pun seh!
gossh~

fyi, we missed our lunch.
we worked our asses out.
sigh.
if it isnt about money, i wouldnt want to continue this job.
hopefully ima made up her mind to continue working for another week more.
my desire for now, NOKIA E71 in WHITE!
:((

for those who smses me,
i'm really sorry i didnt respond.
reason being,
my prepaid is low (paiseh nye aku. budget gitu eh) PLUS i was really v v busy.

last but not least,
MONEY=HAPPY!
goodbye now.

2009-11-23T12:07:00.003+08:00

i'm finally free from exam stress!

that's definitely a yayness for me!

& NOW, i'm all stress over other stuffs.

sigh.

i demanded for a job, really.

after sending my resumes to i dont know how many companies already,

i was finally called for a job interview last week.

yes, i went for it. i was really excited back then.

i even got the job already.

& i'm in a big dilemma now.

i'm still unsure whether to accept or reject the job offer.

the thing is, if i were to accept the offer,

e salary is so little with plenty of work to do.

i mean, with that kind of salary for a 5days work week would be fine.

but no, i have to work on alternate saturdays too.

in addition, the interviewer told me this during the interview,

"you cant use your phone during office hours. if anyone wants to talk to you, tell them u'll call back during lunch or at night after work. if we find you using the phone for outside matters, we wont hesitate to say 'im sorry i dont want you anymore'"

like what? warning me even before i start work?

gosh.

i dont know, i really dont.

i'm not prepared to work i guess?

on the other hand, who's willing to give me that amount of money right?

furthermore, its not easy to find jobs these days.

with the recession & stuffs.

sigh.

oh, hopefully i passed my principles of marketing & productions management exam.

my one last paper which i took on saturday.

or else, i wont be getting my diploma cert.

please please, pass me.

i did my best already!

seessh.

on a totally and entirely different note (which of course you people know what it is),

i miss my babylove yayang!

he hasnt been feeling well for a week already while i've been v v busy with my revision for exam.

will be meeting him today!

YAYYY!

oh, not forgetting my babygirls.

i'm sorry i havent been contacting you girls much last week.

we'll have to catch things up soon okey loves?

you both know i love you*

okey, goodbye now.

keep your thoughts to yourself!

2009-11-15T20:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BABYGIRL!

i love you much!

;DDD

on entirely different note,

i'll be on HIATUS.

i'm gonna miss yayang much as i won't be able to meet him due to my upcoming exam which falls on 21 Nov.

i'm gonna study reaaaaaal hard for my v v v last exam.

i need to pass!

goodbye.

2009-11-11T00:37:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 39TH MONTHSARY, YAYANG~!

i love you,

you love me,

we are happy couple-y..

with a great big hug & a kiss from me to you

*MUAAACCKKS*

won't you say you love me too~